Meaninglessness

Thatz my life now...full of random meaninglessness...for some reason, I'm reminded of that MS Sathyu movie "kahan kahan se guzar gaye" I feel like the protagonist of that movie...he has everything that he needs...and doenst know wht to do with it. Meaningless angsts, changing lifestyles like clothes, trying on different philosophies...to cover up the lack of a truth and meaning that is him. I am essentially that. Long ago, I was 'grounded'...